The Wee Democracy

my mind works fast

and i mean REAL fast. you'd be surprised, really. you know how some women resent guys mentally undressing them when they see them? i think the idea is to imagine what the woman in question would look like naked. well, i'm more of a guy that mentally enters into a relationship with the woman in question.

this all happens in nanoseconds sometimes. other times, i like to play with the the idea of a relationship for a few days, before i've sacked up enough to go talk to this person for the purposes of going out on a date. example --

last fall (more than a year ago, i guess), i met a girl that i really dug. we'd talked. a few days after we talked for the first time, i found out she had a boyfriend and that dashed my hopes pretty quickly. but, as i said before, you'd be surprised at just how quickly and high, i might add, that my hopes had grown.

oh hell, i don't know what i'm talking about anymore.



feeling: ok, let's just get it out there - depressed
thinking of: the old days, on the floor of my apartment
song of the day: lion's mane - iron and wine
So I'll clear the road, the gravel
And the thorn bush in your path
That burns a scented oil
That I'll drip into your bath
The water's there to warm you
And the earth is warmer when
You laugh